Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Energy....Spirit Energy...Positive Energy...What do You Call it?

I don't know what to call it really but sometimes I feel anothers energy field I think. Sometimes I think I am just imagining it but then think how can that be if it keeps on happening? Have you ever walked into a room full of people and met someone you don't know but at that moment you instinctively "feel" you do not like them very much? Have you ever met someone and instinctively felt that you knew them already? I have and I don't know why or how that happens, but it does.

What do you call that when it happens? What do you call it when you feel this "vibration" within? I often feel like I have a million butterflies in my stomach when I meet certain people. Years ago while attending a college course I spotted this woman across the room in my class and I "knew" we were to be friends. Well it's been more than 10 years now and we are the best of friends and she was from another country. It is borderless when this energy vibration happens. 

Another example that often happens to me is that I "feel" this energy with someone while chatting online. It only bothers me that I cannot explain any of it logically. I just "know" that when the good energy happens, it was meant to be, then I just accept it.

For me I believe that when I meet someone on the same "wavelength" I feel that I was supposed to meet them and that either I am here to teach them something or they are here to teach me something. Generally the dialogue grows between each of us. I have this happening now with someone I met first through a dream of mine. I know not everyone will get this or understand how it happens, as I don't even understand it, but I accept it because time and time again it has been proven to me that what thought entered my mind or I dreamed of, that it was a message to me, to be on the lookout. 

I think I am entering something new to myself at this point in my life. I think I am becoming more open. What does becoming more open really mean? I think it means that I am more accepting of what seems to happen to myself as it feels more natural now. It's like it is just a part of me that I am beginning to discover myself on a more spiritual level. I don't consider myself particularly religious either. I call it "spiritual". I'm open to learning new things and new perspectives and if it feels right or good, then I go with it...learn more about it. Acceptance. That is one of the levels that comes with this "gift" as I feel it is.

Next would be patience. I've been trying to manage patience for a while now. I'm getting there. It helps to have acceptance first I think. The rest just begins to flow openly and outward and then I feel that I need to express it in an outwardly manner and for me that comes out in my writings. 

I'm sure I drive many people "crazy" with all my writings and questions on life; all the why's and wonders. Generally I feel it is ok, to ask questions. How else can one learn? If someone is not comfortable answering your questions, they will tell you. 

So what is my point of writing here today? I'm searching for answers. I'm searching to learn. I need that logicality to a point to understand why things are happening to me now like this. It seems that I am gradually building up a network of like-minded individuals in which I am free to ask what I am seeking out answers to. 

So my one friend, whom I dreamed of before meeting him, I write to him often asking questions or sometimes I fill up his message box with me just writing my wonders or whys. I tell him it "just flows" out of me. I could write elsewhere but I don't. I told him I don't even understand yet why I chose him to write to but that it seemed to feel safe for now. I'm not really sure what he thinks of all my "ramblings" but so far he has not told me to get lost. What can I say? I'm open to him as well and said from the get-go that'd I be writing him "mini-books" as I call it and hoped that he didn't' mind or found it entertaining.

Write me on your experiences of feeling others energy. Even those of you that might feel that you are not that "open" more than likely have had an experience like some of these. I'm here to share and to listen to what you have to say so we can educate others.

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