Thursday, June 5, 2014

Growth in Spirituality and Receiving Messages

As my spirituality continues to grow, my heart center seems to open more. The saying of "ask and you shall receive" actually works. Have you ever tried calling upon your angels? Maybe you think you don't have any? You do. Everyone does.

Even if you are unsure of your faith but have a general belief or would like to believe that there are angels around us, that is all you need to begin to ask for help in any given situation. I used it recently to remove some personal pain I was having in a relationship. I was feeling utterly crushed about something. I figured it couldn't hurt to just ask?

Maybe you feel like you will be asking wrong? No. There are no wrong ways to ask for help from your angels. I said something like, "Calling all my spirit guides, deceased family members, God, Mother Mary, Jesus, saints and angels....Please, please remove this pain I am feeling."

Even though I am spiritual by nature I still carry that old self doubt in me. I still thought, well, maybe this will work or maybe it won't but it doesn't hurt to ask just in case.

I think I can call it a "mini miracle". My pain lifted in about 2 days after asking for guidance. I seemed to be directed to persons whom I never talked to before about my personal issues but found out that they too were going through the same type of issues I was! We could commensurate and share healing strategies. It helped.

Thank you, John R. You know who you are. And thank you Lisa Ann, you know who you are too in guiding me to contact this man as you felt we had some kind of spiritual connection that would benefit one another someday. It has. He is a healer by profession or nature even. It just helped having someone to talk to that was on the outside of the situation and knew nothing of what was going on with me.

So a week or so ago I was at a friends house. I spent the night. You know that little time frame where you are  just about to fall asleep and you are not quite "out" yet? Yea, that time. Well, I had a vision come to me in like a flash of a movie scene I guess I would say it was like. I saw very clear, an older woman in a blue dress with black shoes, like the elderly wear for stability. She was frail looking. She had short salt and pepper colored hair and a silver cane and she was standing. She had a message for me. I knew who this was but I had never met her before and she had passed away last year. I knew of her but didn't know her personally. So, she puts the message in my head, with a stern sense about her and pointing her cane outward, like to stress that she meant business. She says, "Treat her right!" I knew who she was referring to when she said that. Then she showed me a gold chain necklace. And she said she was overlooking her beloved husband who still is here today.  And like in the blink of an eye, she was gone. I felt this overwhelming sense of I needed to cry when this was happening and I did have tears running down my cheeks. I said thank you to her and I will pass the message along.

I kept thinking about this message for another day, because I carry self doubt when things like this happen sometimes. I waited before I delivered the message to my friend. They say if the message doesn't leave your mind then it really needs to be delivered. I was afraid to deliver this message to my friend because not everyone is "gets it" when people like me receive messages. Or I feel judged. Still being true to who I know I am and what abilities I have since learned I carry, I did share the message. Again, I felt all emotional retelling the message. I had the tears falling down my cheeks again and felt all jittery.

I told my friend I didn't understand the whole meaning of the message. The part about this gold chain. I asked my friend if he had given such a thing as a special gift to her? He said not that he recalled. I asked if her husband, his father, gave her a gift like that and again he didn't know or think so. So I let that part go.

A few days later it came to me what this gold chain may have represented. I received a gold chain from the person whom the message was intended for. He gave me a necklace as a gift. I believe now, that it was her way of giving me validation that her message was real and needed to be given to her son. My job was done.

That is really how it often happens. So my intuition speaks to me often and I often ignore it only to find out later I was right in the thought or message that I felt inside me or "knew". I will write more on that topic another day.